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He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. Steve Holt! No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. Marry me. It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’m a monster. Army had half a day. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

I’m afraid I just blue myself.

First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Really? Did nothing cancel? Well, what do you expect, mother? Michael!

Really? Did nothing cancel? Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s what it said on ‘Ask Jeeves.’ Really? Did nothing cancel?

«IT’S SIMPLE UNTIL YOU MAKE IT COMPLICATED»JASON FRIED, 37SIGNALS

Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. Whoa, this guy’s straight? It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. Well, what do you expect, mother? I’m afraid I just blue myself.

Guy’s a pro. Get me a vodka rocks. And a piece of toast. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense. Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough.

It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’ve opened a door here that I regret. Marry me. Guy’s a pro.

THE PHILOSOPHY BEHIND

Steve Holt! No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

Army had half a day. Marry me. We just call it a sausage.

Guy’s a pro. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. We just call it a sausage. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. No… but I’d like to be asked! Whoa, this guy’s straight?

There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. No… but I’d like to be asked! There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.STEVE JOBS

Guy’s a pro. I care deeply for nature. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?» First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Whoa, this guy’s straight? Whoa, this guy’s straight?

No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s why you always leave a note!

Across from where? I’m afraid I just blue myself. No… but I’d like to be asked! Guy’s a pro. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?»

Hipster painter.

Oh, you’re gonna be in a coma, all right. I care deeply for nature. I care deeply for nature. I’m a monster. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No… but I’d like to be asked! It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

You’ve swallowed a planet! Stop talking, brain thinking. Hush. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! No… It’s a thing; it’s like a plan, but with more greatness.

Saving the world with meals on wheels. Did I mention we have comfy chairs? I am the last of my species, and I know how that weighs on the heart so don’t lie to me! No, I’ll fix it. I’m good at fixing rot. Call me the Rotmeister. No, I’m the Doctor. Don’t call me the Rotmeister.

Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. Aw, you’re all Mr. Grumpy Face today.

Better Readability

I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. You’ve swallowed a planet! They’re not aliens, they’re Earth…liens! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Father Christmas. Santa Claus. Or as I’ve always known him: Jeff.

I’m nobody’s taxi service; I’m not gonna be there to catch you every time you feel like jumping out of a spaceship. Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’!

It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Did I mention we have comfy chairs? All I’ve got to do is pass as an ordinary human being. Simple. What could possibly go wrong?

Heh-haa! Super squeaky bum time! You hit me with a cricket bat. Annihilate? No. No violence. I won’t stand for it. Not now, not ever, do you understand me?! I’m the Doctor, the Oncoming Storm – and you basically meant beat them in a football match, didn’t you?

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He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. Steve Holt! No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. Marry me. It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’m a monster. Army had half a day. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

I’m afraid I just blue myself.

First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Really? Did nothing cancel? Well, what do you expect, mother? Michael!

Really? Did nothing cancel? Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s what it said on ‘Ask Jeeves.’ Really? Did nothing cancel?

«IT’S SIMPLE UNTIL YOU MAKE IT COMPLICATED»JASON FRIED, 37SIGNALS

Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. Whoa, this guy’s straight? It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. Well, what do you expect, mother? I’m afraid I just blue myself.

Guy’s a pro. Get me a vodka rocks. And a piece of toast. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense. Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough.

It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’ve opened a door here that I regret. Marry me. Guy’s a pro.

THE PHILOSOPHY BEHIND

Steve Holt! No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

Army had half a day. Marry me. We just call it a sausage.

Guy’s a pro. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. We just call it a sausage. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. No… but I’d like to be asked! Whoa, this guy’s straight?

There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. No… but I’d like to be asked! There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.STEVE JOBS

Guy’s a pro. I care deeply for nature. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?» First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Whoa, this guy’s straight? Whoa, this guy’s straight?

No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s why you always leave a note!

Across from where? I’m afraid I just blue myself. No… but I’d like to be asked! Guy’s a pro. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?»

Hipster painter.

Oh, you’re gonna be in a coma, all right. I care deeply for nature. I care deeply for nature. I’m a monster. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No… but I’d like to be asked! It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

You’ve swallowed a planet! Stop talking, brain thinking. Hush. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! No… It’s a thing; it’s like a plan, but with more greatness.

Saving the world with meals on wheels. Did I mention we have comfy chairs? I am the last of my species, and I know how that weighs on the heart so don’t lie to me! No, I’ll fix it. I’m good at fixing rot. Call me the Rotmeister. No, I’m the Doctor. Don’t call me the Rotmeister.

Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. Aw, you’re all Mr. Grumpy Face today.

Better Readability

I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. You’ve swallowed a planet! They’re not aliens, they’re Earth…liens! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Father Christmas. Santa Claus. Or as I’ve always known him: Jeff.

I’m nobody’s taxi service; I’m not gonna be there to catch you every time you feel like jumping out of a spaceship. Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’!

It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Did I mention we have comfy chairs? All I’ve got to do is pass as an ordinary human being. Simple. What could possibly go wrong?

Heh-haa! Super squeaky bum time! You hit me with a cricket bat. Annihilate? No. No violence. I won’t stand for it. Not now, not ever, do you understand me?! I’m the Doctor, the Oncoming Storm – and you basically meant beat them in a football match, didn’t you?

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He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. Steve Holt! No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. Marry me. It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’m a monster. Army had half a day. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

I’m afraid I just blue myself.

First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Really? Did nothing cancel? Well, what do you expect, mother? Michael!

Really? Did nothing cancel? Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s what it said on ‘Ask Jeeves.’ Really? Did nothing cancel?

«IT’S SIMPLE UNTIL YOU MAKE IT COMPLICATED»JASON FRIED, 37SIGNALS

Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. Whoa, this guy’s straight? It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. Well, what do you expect, mother? I’m afraid I just blue myself.

Guy’s a pro. Get me a vodka rocks. And a piece of toast. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense. Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough.

It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’ve opened a door here that I regret. Marry me. Guy’s a pro.

THE PHILOSOPHY BEHIND

Steve Holt! No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

Army had half a day. Marry me. We just call it a sausage.

Guy’s a pro. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. We just call it a sausage. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. No… but I’d like to be asked! Whoa, this guy’s straight?

There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. No… but I’d like to be asked! There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.STEVE JOBS

Guy’s a pro. I care deeply for nature. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?» First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Whoa, this guy’s straight? Whoa, this guy’s straight?

No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s why you always leave a note!

Across from where? I’m afraid I just blue myself. No… but I’d like to be asked! Guy’s a pro. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?»

Hipster painter.

Oh, you’re gonna be in a coma, all right. I care deeply for nature. I care deeply for nature. I’m a monster. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No… but I’d like to be asked! It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

You’ve swallowed a planet! Stop talking, brain thinking. Hush. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! No… It’s a thing; it’s like a plan, but with more greatness.

Saving the world with meals on wheels. Did I mention we have comfy chairs? I am the last of my species, and I know how that weighs on the heart so don’t lie to me! No, I’ll fix it. I’m good at fixing rot. Call me the Rotmeister. No, I’m the Doctor. Don’t call me the Rotmeister.

Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. Aw, you’re all Mr. Grumpy Face today.

Better Readability

I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. You’ve swallowed a planet! They’re not aliens, they’re Earth…liens! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Father Christmas. Santa Claus. Or as I’ve always known him: Jeff.

I’m nobody’s taxi service; I’m not gonna be there to catch you every time you feel like jumping out of a spaceship. Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’!

It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Did I mention we have comfy chairs? All I’ve got to do is pass as an ordinary human being. Simple. What could possibly go wrong?

Heh-haa! Super squeaky bum time! You hit me with a cricket bat. Annihilate? No. No violence. I won’t stand for it. Not now, not ever, do you understand me?! I’m the Doctor, the Oncoming Storm – and you basically meant beat them in a football match, didn’t you?

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He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. Steve Holt! No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. Marry me. It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’m a monster. Army had half a day. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

I’m afraid I just blue myself.

First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Really? Did nothing cancel? Well, what do you expect, mother? Michael!

Really? Did nothing cancel? Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s what it said on ‘Ask Jeeves.’ Really? Did nothing cancel?

«IT’S SIMPLE UNTIL YOU MAKE IT COMPLICATED»JASON FRIED, 37SIGNALS

Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. Whoa, this guy’s straight? It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. Well, what do you expect, mother? I’m afraid I just blue myself.

Guy’s a pro. Get me a vodka rocks. And a piece of toast. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense. Did you enjoy your meal, Mom? You drank it fast enough.

It’s called ‘taking advantage.’ It’s what gets you ahead in life. I’ve opened a door here that I regret. Marry me. Guy’s a pro.

THE PHILOSOPHY BEHIND

Steve Holt! No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

Army had half a day. Marry me. We just call it a sausage.

Guy’s a pro. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. He’ll want to use your yacht, and I don’t want this thing smelling like fish. We just call it a sausage. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No! I was ashamed to be SEEN with you. I like being with you. There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. No… but I’d like to be asked! Whoa, this guy’s straight?

There’s so many poorly chosen words in that sentence. Now, when you do this without getting punched in the chest, you’ll have more fun. No… but I’d like to be asked! There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.STEVE JOBS

Guy’s a pro. I care deeply for nature. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?» First place chick is hot, but has an attitude, doesn’t date magicians. Whoa, this guy’s straight? Whoa, this guy’s straight?

No, I did not kill Kitty. However, I am going to oblige and answer the nice officer’s questions because I am an honest man with no secrets to hide. Not tricks, Michael, illusions. That’s why you always leave a note!

Across from where? I’m afraid I just blue myself. No… but I’d like to be asked! Guy’s a pro. What’s Spanish for «I know you speak English?»

Hipster painter.

Oh, you’re gonna be in a coma, all right. I care deeply for nature. I care deeply for nature. I’m a monster. I don’t criticize you! And if you’re worried about criticism, sometimes a diet is the best defense.

No… but I’d like to be asked! It’s a hug, Michael. I’m hugging you. There’s only one man I’ve ever called a coward, and that’s Brian Doyle Murray. No, what I’m calling you is a television actor.

You’ve swallowed a planet! Stop talking, brain thinking. Hush. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! No… It’s a thing; it’s like a plan, but with more greatness.

Saving the world with meals on wheels. Did I mention we have comfy chairs? I am the last of my species, and I know how that weighs on the heart so don’t lie to me! No, I’ll fix it. I’m good at fixing rot. Call me the Rotmeister. No, I’m the Doctor. Don’t call me the Rotmeister.

Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. Aw, you’re all Mr. Grumpy Face today.

Better Readability

I hate yogurt. It’s just stuff with bits in. You’ve swallowed a planet! They’re not aliens, they’re Earth…liens! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Father Christmas. Santa Claus. Or as I’ve always known him: Jeff.

I’m nobody’s taxi service; I’m not gonna be there to catch you every time you feel like jumping out of a spaceship. Sorry, checking all the water in this area; there’s an escaped fish. It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’!

It’s art! A statement on modern society, ‘Oh Ain’t Modern Society Awful?’! Did I mention we have comfy chairs? Did I mention we have comfy chairs? All I’ve got to do is pass as an ordinary human being. Simple. What could possibly go wrong?

Heh-haa! Super squeaky bum time! You hit me with a cricket bat. Annihilate? No. No violence. I won’t stand for it. Not now, not ever, do you understand me?! I’m the Doctor, the Oncoming Storm – and you basically meant beat them in a football match, didn’t you?

Fracasé

Las últimas ausencias no importan.
No importa tampoco la soledad que aturde,
ni el paso acelerado del tiempo,
ni la crueldad con la que yo mismo aniquilo mis sueños.

Todo dejó de tener sentido
desde que perdí el rumbo
el día en que te solté la mano
por no saber perdonar.

Nadie me espera desde entonces.
No como me esperabas.
Con todo el amor del mundo
encerrada en tu palacio.

La vida se fue vaciando,
me fui perdiendo a mi mismo
y fracasé…
Tantas veces fracasé.

He mordido el polvo y sigo terco
al lado del camino
Acumulando heridas y cicatrices
que no quiero sanar.

Sigo aturdiendo al viento
con ondas desgastadas,
buscando la salvación
en una canción milagrosa.

Tratando de describir lo que siento
en versos fríos y fugaces,
tratando de responder al mundo
con una genialidad abstracta.

Pero no se me da

Fracasé
y no sé si aprendí…
Porque lo único que entiendo
es que lo que soñé
no era para mi.

Postergador de sueños indie

He postergado sueños desde que tengo uso de razón.
Por la frialdad del mundo,
por la violencia de las palabras que me forjaron,
por las heridas abiertas que acumulé en el camino,
por la vorágine incipiente del miedo,
por mi poco talento para darme a entender,
por dinero, por vergüenza, por amor,
por tristeza, por cansancio.

Pero alguna vez me atreví a buscarlos
a pesar de la historia en mis hombros,
el vacío en mi pecho
y la sentencia previa de mi inconsciente.
Y en la búsqueda de esos sueños
logré más de lo que hubiese imaginado
                                                       y fui feliz.

Hoy estoy un poco perdido
y abrumado por el mundo,
el trabajo, la responsabilidad,
la edad, la presión social,
la vida adulta, la crisis económica,
la crisis social, la crisis mundial,
la crisis de la mediana edad,
la pandemia,
el deterioro de mi entorno,
el socialismo que manchó mi patria,
la injusticia que impera,
el caos de un sistema fracasado,
la ansiedad, el estrés,
las ausencias y otros males (o bienes)
que se roban mi atención y mi tiempo.

Pero no dejo de soñar con lo mismo
y no quiero seguir postergando esos sueños
(aunque ahora sean más difíciles de encontrar que antes).

Hoy doy un paso al frente con fe y esperanza,
confiando en Dios y poniendo mi vida
y mis proyectos en sus manos.
Les digo que vendrán más canciones,
vendrán más versos y vendrán más proyectos,
pero esta vez necesitaré ayuda



Porque perdí unas batallas
y no creo que pueda seguir luchando solo.
Si alguien quisiera
y pudiera acompañarme
que me lo haga saber,
si alguien quisiera escuchar,
ver y leer más de Jesús Tomed
¡que se sume!

Y si alguno se opone
a esta decisión de seguir creando
que hable ahora
o calle para siempre,
yo igual haré lo que me dicta el corazón.

Gracias de antemano a todos los que leen, escuchan, miran, sonríen, aprecian y valoran.

Enmudecer

Palabras ajenas
Angustia inmoral
Crisis anunciada
Soledad.

Agobio
          bostezo
Delirio de franqueza
Ausencia de esperanza.

Vacío voluntario
Frío sublime
Nostalgia abrumadora
Derrota inoportuna

Cansancio del cuerpo
Decepción universal
Ausencia del alma
Desgarro espiritual.

Versos invisibles
Melodías insonoras
Carencias
Derroches

Tristeza insondable 
Nostalgia sinuosa
Esperanza oportuna
Redención inmerecida.

Enmudecer después del último intento,
luchar hasta perder,
levantarse…
Aún sin poder.

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Palabras más, palabras menos

No tengo nada que decir,
pero quiero decir tanto.
Hace mucho que olvidé
lo que ahora no me aguanto.

Estoy solo porque quiero
y no porque me ha tocado,
no dispongas de mis miedos,
no me creas eliminado.

No soy lo que crees que soy,
no seré quien quieres que sea.
Soy tu espejo solo por hoy,
mañana no sé si te vea.

No soy fugaz, ni para siempre,
no soy el pecho de piedra.
Dejo todo por tenerte,
pero no te tengo cerca.

No juego a las escondidas,
ni al gato y al ratón,
pero si quieres jugar fútbol
te daré mi corazón.

“Luna de miel, luna de papel,
luna llena, piel canela dame noches de placer.
A veces estoy mal, a veces estoy bien.
Te daré mi corazón para que juegues con el”

Multidimensionales

Leerte imaginando que te escucho,
escucharte imaginando que te veo,
que te miro a los ojos…

A esos ojos rojos, transparentes,
delirantes, intermitentes,
sinceros, urgentes.

Enmarcados en un mar de pecas
como soles en galaxias de miles de millones de estrellas.
(Suponiendo que ignoramos lo que realmente son las estrellas)

Como si no existiera la distancia,
como si no existiera el compromiso,
como si no existiera la crisis,
el trauma y el miedo que congela,

como si no existiera el vidrio iluminado
que nos ha servido como puente temporal
y teletransportador
que quisiera hacer interdimensional…

Porque en otra dimensión fuimos uno,
porque en otra dimensión triunfamos
y volvimos a fracasar.

En otra nos ensuciamos sin consecuencias devastadoras
y volamos a la eternidad.

En otra nos acompañamos para siempre.

En otra no nos cruzamos,
pero reconocemos el vacío de no saber que existimos.

Rotos

Seguimos,
en una inercia absurda que nos hace movernos,
no sabemos hacia dónde,
pero nos movemos.

Nosotros,
los de la nostalgia perpetua
y el ancla en el pasado,
en la bendición más dulce.

Aprendemos
a vivir con un vacío anormal,
con una desesperanza cotidiana,
con un duelo eterno.

Parece que nunca
terminaremos de despedirnos,
parece que nada fue suficiente,
sobre todo el tiempo.

No entendemos de la vida
a pesar de que la vivimos.
Mucho menos entendemos 
de la muerte.

Extrañar
como religión.

Rotos,
rearmándonos
con costuras de niebla.

Instrucciones

No te burles del fantasma,
la tristeza, el desamparo.
No te pierdas el presente,
no juzgues tu pasado.

No tientes a la suerte,
no insistas, no abandones,
no te duermas, no despiertes,
no enloquezcas, no razones.

Olvida, recuerda,
no revivas, no te mueras.
Lucha, ríndete, vuela, camina,
quédate, lárgate, desaparece.

No eres nada, no eres nadie,
no existes, no viviste,
te olvidaste, te olvidaron
te borraste, te borraron.

Ansiedad

Explotó la angustia
y el miedo arde.
Me cuido del mundo,
me siento cobarde.

Desespera el aire,
el calor sofocante,
el humo tóxico,
el ambiente hostil.

Todo juega en contra
mientras se ahoga el grito
en el dolor visceral
intransigente.

Vomitaré mi corazón en cualquier momento,
no puedo seguir de pie.
El aire se hizo escaso, se acabó.
Se derrumba el mundo a mi alrededor.

Causa y solución

El tiempo es escaso,
urge un nuevo rumbo.
El sendero se acorta
y nos hacemos los ciegos.

Consumimos la eternidad
en un instante.
Crueles y egoístas,
ansiosos y vulnerables.

Desnudamos el suelo
y quemamos el cielo.

Todos somos cómplices,
culpables,
responsables,
la causa y la solución.

El tren / Todo pasará

El tren se va y te lleva, está lleno de vagones donde cada acertijo has de superar hasta encontrar el camino a casa.
Te puede llevar a todos lados, a un holocausto sin salida, o a tu plena y aleatoria salvación.

Tal vez es suerte,
tal vez es una buena alma obrando sin buscar nada a cambio, que salva a una vida, que salva al mundo entero.

Niños escondidos, trabajadores despedidos
Cenizas en el cielo y la vida en un minuto se va,
pero un minuto de vida sigue siendo vida.

Todo pasa, hasta el dolor más grande que hay
Todo pasa, hasta lo que no te puedas imaginar
Todo pasa, la vida larga o temporal.
El éxito más grande, la tragedia más inimaginable
En esta vida nada es para siempre, y menos el dolor
Algunas cosas permanecen, pero cambiando están.
Todo pasará.

Rosa Esber

Instaram: @RosaEsber

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